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11 December 2008 @ 07:54 pm

Photograph

Title: Photograph
Pairing: ShiHan
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 179
Warnings: Angsty drabble.
Notes: Done for my Mission Insane claim, as inspired by image 9 of my Themed Table: Pictures.

Frail old fingers touch the yellowed paper, tracing over the border thoughtfully, weak red tinged eyes scanning the scene through spectacles.

Young faces smile out at him, two boys, one with his arm slung haphazard over the shorter's shoulders, watching the other, leaning on him while the other laughs, eyes narrow and glittering, nose scrunched up, the picture of happiness.

It hurts. Old memories aren't supposed to be dug up sometimes. Sometimes they're better left in the old photo albums, in the back corners of attics.

The photograph flips over, and in a messy scrawl on the back, there's a note, from the one who stood behind the camera.

Better you than me to put up with him. Always be this happy together; you deserve it.
~HC.

Funny thing, the promises that were made. Always and forever. Heartfelt, but unkeepable, once that shorter, older boy got sick. He was strong but some thing's can't be helped.

31. 31. Not enough time... never enough time, but that was cruelly short. And Shiwon could never love another after.

His vision blurs, losing focus on young faces from so long ago, happy then, blissfully unaware.

Tear drops dampen the coloured image.

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Tags: !pairing - hangeng/shiwon, fanfiction, mission insane, super junior

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volatileflame on December 11th, 2008 08:26 pm (UTC)

so heartbreaking T^T</3

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 08:42 pm (UTC)

I'm not sure whether to be glad its properly sad or to apologize for it making people sad face _o_ But thank you for reading ^^ ♥

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inheritable on December 11th, 2008 09:19 pm (UTC)

Jerk :(

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 09:24 pm (UTC)

What did I do? D:

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inheritable on December 11th, 2008 09:26 pm (UTC)

JERK T~T

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 09:31 pm (UTC)

T~T

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zoolooney on December 11th, 2008 09:32 pm (UTC)

T-T **Wibble** NoOoOooo~~...that number. I am hoping that that number means years that they were together...but from the context I get the sinking feeling that that's how old Hannie was when he unwillingly left. DX

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 10:11 pm (UTC)

Yeah.... the one from context is the right one in this case >o< Thanks for reading ♥

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zoolooney on December 12th, 2008 01:39 am (UTC)

>.< and TT-TT

That's just...heartbreaking. Especially considering how much time has passed.

**Shifty eyes** You know...you could write a 'happier' followup to this fic using pictures 2 or 3 on your table...

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mars_elegies on December 12th, 2008 07:47 pm (UTC)

XD I'm soooooorrrrry~ Its angst fic _-_ Its purpose is teh sadness.

I've already written fics for both of those XD So little too late I guess @_@

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zoolooney on December 15th, 2008 06:43 pm (UTC)

.....poot.

Can I please write a follow-up based on your fic, then?

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mars_elegies on December 16th, 2008 07:41 pm (UTC)

Of course :D The more ShiHan in the world the better ^~^

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mardigrasmaven on December 11th, 2008 11:06 pm (UTC)

Nuuuuuu. *cries* It's so heartbreaking.

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 11:25 pm (UTC)

Aww~ Thank you for reading <3

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followurdestiny on December 11th, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)

T_T , broke my heart... but well written...

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mars_elegies on December 11th, 2008 11:26 pm (UTC)

Aww :{ -puts it back together- Thanks for the comment <3

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mi_iseul on December 12th, 2008 12:36 am (UTC)

*wibbles sadly* :( So sad....and heartbreaking.

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mars_elegies on December 12th, 2008 07:45 pm (UTC)

-pets- ^^; Thanks for commenting<3

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fifteen_half on December 12th, 2008 01:33 am (UTC)

I loved it so much.<3

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innocently_hot on December 12th, 2008 05:57 am (UTC)

^^ hehe, i laugh when i read fifteen_half comment. when everyone else were sending a hate-comment.... she just break the chain...

i though this was great and beautiful.
don't get me wrong, you're breaking my heart here...
I'll not forgive you until you make it up to me. T_T

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mars_elegies on December 12th, 2008 07:45 pm (UTC)

XD Well, they still liked it, its just they didn't specifically say that it was a sad fic.

Thank you ^^<3 Make it up to you? o.o how?

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innocently_hot on December 13th, 2008 12:17 am (UTC)

okay, you can just ignore me...
because i'll become depressed after reading a death!fic or angsty!fic with sad ending and will ask the author to make it up to me....~~because it's their fault i was feeling sad, even if it was a good sad fic~~

I'll be happy once i read a fluffy one (which i'm sure you will have it in the future...) so no worry... I dunno why i'm like this... it have become a habit to ask people to make it up to me.... XD

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mars_elegies on December 14th, 2008 12:20 am (UTC)

Oh I see XDb

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mars_elegies on December 12th, 2008 07:44 pm (UTC)

Aww~ Thank you ^^<3

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wings_strength9 on December 12th, 2008 04:32 am (UTC)

you broke it ;_;

im not talking to you.

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mars_elegies on December 12th, 2008 07:43 pm (UTC)

D: -tapes up back together- (>_>)<3 -here I fixed it

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littletsuki on December 22nd, 2008 09:55 am (UTC)

..................................................well, at least they were happy at one point. AND! they're still very much in love.

Also, this is when you make this fic become not sad and Geng becomes a ghost. Or Shiwon promptly dies and they meet and frolic in heaven. That would make me not look like what I look like, which kind of looks like this: :`(

On the other hand, life happens. 31 is a really sad age to die at. Especially when you leave a Shiwon behind. D8

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mars_elegies on December 22nd, 2008 07:54 pm (UTC)

No sequels -o- I suck hard at sequels. But inheritable has written one so you can check that out if you like >.>

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lexilolober on January 25th, 2009 06:19 pm (UTC)

X(((( So sad! But totally inspired me for a fic! Keep writing =) but I was wondering, could you maybe send me the icon at the top of the page, the super junior one- in your fandom, reading your fan fics? If you want to share, cause I absolutely love it =)
Thanks!

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